Dah banyak aku buang dan itu menghakis aku sehari demi sehari......

I want everybody around me to feel free bout me.. But of coz I can't statisfy everyone rite? But I'm trying my very hard dis time..

SUNGGOH! TAK TIPU..

I act numb when I'm hurt..

When their talks touch my deep heart,when they talks bad bout me..

I made a face of "NVM", when people take what is mine..

I try to laugh at everyone's jokes without being racist of who they are, where they are from,who they are before this to me..

I smile when they smile..

When I smile and I don't get a smile back, I'M HURT!

BUT..

I made me think that MAYBE they don't see me..

People don't realises they hurt each other..

Me neither! For sure!

So,I'm forgiving them all..

And prayed for a hard heart to face it..

Please get it that I'M TRYING SO HARD HERE TO MAKE YOUR WORLD ARE NOT AWKWARD AND OUR WORLD IS A MEMORABLE MOMENT..

PLEASE... I'M BEGGING YOU.. BECAUSE,I'M TOO TIRED ACT ALL THIS ALONE..